The Jane Genie

After a lot of internal debating, I've come to the conclusion that maybe it's best if I don't go to the premiere.

This is for a number of reasons:

-I'm not confident on my route, namely which direction to go on the underground, and I'm petrified that I'll never find my way back.
-After the premiere, it would probably be like 9ish, I honestly don't know how to get home without having to ask people and generally getting in a panic.
-It sounds ridiculous, but I'm scared that I won't find a train back and I'll get lost and it would all generally be very bad and I'd have to ring home which would only piss my parents off.

Not only am I irritated right now at my lack of confidence but I'm also disappointed. This was supposed to be my big thing of the year you know? I'd been looking forward to this for ages. I suppose it's probably the right thing to do but it's still making me angry and I'm going to have to avoid the news tonight and tomorrow because they'll probably mention it and I'll get angrier with myself.

I guess I'll have to wait for Sherlock Holmes later this year.

This of course means I'm going to have to see Star Trek about a bazillion times.

:'( ♥